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    May 16

    萎靡~~

    失眠了~~~
    昨天夜里居然失眠了...
    已经好久没有过这样的体会了,忘记了什么叫失眠,自己还会失眠?这么累天天着床就能睡着,真是不知道何谓失眠了!
    可是真的翻来覆去就是睡不着,听歌也睡不着了,真是想一下晕过去算了...
    昨天和小熊聊了很多,宿舍就我们两人,她和我说了很多,也说了我很多,我体会到了什么叫恨铁不成钢,什么是真的成熟了,觉得好对不起妈妈,自己都恨自己为什么大学会过成这样~也许如果继续这样下去这辈子也就如此了,但是我自己知道我想要什么,所以我不能...
    我知道我想要什么要的人生,不说能多怎么样,但是最起码对的起自己最初的信念!对得起爸爸妈妈!
    为什么说和做是完全不同的...
    明白为什么自认为以前的自己就叫成熟了
    真傻
    人真的一懒惰一颓废下来就再也什么都不想干了...
    实践出真知吧
    也许心里太压抑了,又害怕着别的事情,太久的情绪压在心头,越说越难过越压抑.....哎导致了失眠
    当时真的是心脏好疼,浑身好象麻痹了,全都软了,一点劲都没有,闷得喘不上气,真的感觉不在是我自己,在加上感冒,真的想死了,想就那样睡过去该有多好,呵呵...真傻
    今天醒来是全新的一天!
     
    小排骨昨天晚上真的对不起,我头好晕好难过 实在没劲了~想你~
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    帆 张wrote:
    给自己一次好的开始~之后会习惯振奋的生活，有点成就感就好啦
    打气打气
    June 22
    爽 邱wrote:
    你忘了祝我生日快乐！！
     
    May 23
    文洁 邵wrote:
    生活烦恼十之八九，好好享受那一二吧。。。
    May 17

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